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Chapter 1

 

WEEK ONE:

 

Monday

 

Frank Matto pushed aside the low grey swing gate that divided the ‘them’ from the ‘us’. It protested with a low groan, then flipped back into place with a shudder. He took his coat off and hung it on the same peg that he’d hung it for thirty years; he didn’t even look to see if he’d hit the target. He kept his hat on until he reached his desk, then hung it on the back of his chair.

He cast a glance around the time-worn squad room; the dreary green walls, the nicotine-stained ceiling, the pall of smoke that lay like marsh gas a foot above people’s heads. The lights, always on, tried to break though the smoke like a weak sun trying to get though storm clouds.

‘This place stinks,’ said Frank. ‘It’s like walking into a gymnasium that thinks it’s a whorehouse. Sweat and stale perfume. Can’t we at least open the windows?’ He pointed at the three large sash windows that hung like a triptych of fresh murals on the far wall. The ripe green tops of trees lined up against a hard blue sky.  ‘It’s a beautiful day outside. Jesus!’

‘The windows are open, Frank. Problem is, there’s as much hot air in here as there is out there and no breeze to disperse it. And you aren’t helping.’ Steve Wayt smiled wearily, his mouth too tired to rise above a crooked line. He was already sweating, his tie loose around his open shirt collar. He looked like he hadn’t slept in a year. ‘Sit down and stop moaning. Get a coffee.’

Frank got a coffee. It was black and strong, the grains at least two days old. It was bitter. He sat down and looked across at his partner. ‘What’s on today then, Steve?’

‘For me? Nothing. For you...’ He pointed at the way Frank had just come in.

Frank scowled. ‘Again? Really? This is getting to be a habit.’

A colleague walked by. ‘Hey, Sinatra, your girlfriend’s back again.’

Matto raised a finger. ‘Fuck you too, Mike.’

Mike laughed and went back to his typewriter.

‘Where is she?’ Frank asked Steve.

Steve looked over Frank’s shoulder. ‘You passed her on the way in.’

Frank turned and saw her sitting on the bench near the grey gate. ‘She wasn’t there a minute ago.’

Steve lit up a Marlboro. ‘Probably went to powder her nose. Make herself pretty.’

Frank frowned. ‘She didn’t do such a good job.’

‘You should’ve seen her before.’

‘Did she say what it was about this time? Aliens perhaps? Ghosts? Fairies in the closet?’

Steve shook his head. He was happy to have some distance on this one. ‘She wouldn’t speak to anyone but you, Frank.’

‘You could’ve told her I was on holiday.’

‘She’d sit and wait.’

‘Tell her I’m dead.’

‘She’d find your body and dig you up. Give her a break. She’s a lonely old girl.’

‘I know. I know.’ Frank stole one of Steve’s Marlboros.

‘Don’t forget to wear the hat. She likes the hat.’

‘I’m not wearing the hat. It’s like giving titbits to a stray. Forget it.’

Frank got up and went to the gate.

‘Mrs Dybek, would you like to come through?’

He held the gate open. Mrs Dybek, who Frank knew to be seventy-five but who insisted she was fifty-two and a princess of Bohemia, pushed herself up with a sigh.

‘You could give me a hand, young man.’

‘Then who would hold the gate open for you? Come on, Mrs Dybek, you’re fitter than I am and twice as good looking.’

Mrs Dybek pouted, if only to squash the smile that had started to form. ‘You cops are all the same.’

‘If we were all the same, Mrs Dybek, you wouldn’t be sitting there for half an hour waiting for me to show up, now would you?’

Mrs Dybek turned sideways to get her frame through the gate. ‘Don’t be clever with me. I’m old enough to be your girlfriend.’ She cackled and broke out into a chesty cough.

‘Oh, Mrs Dybek,’ crooned Frank. ‘You make me feel so young. You make me feel as though spring has sprung…’ He indicated a spare chair at his desk. ‘Have a seat, Mrs Dybek.’

As Mrs Dybek sat, she gave Steve the evil eye.

‘Good morning again, Mrs Dybek,’ said Steve lightly through a thick plume of smoke.

Mrs Dybek ignored him and made herself comfortable.

Frank sat and waited for her. She had the same routine every time she came in, sometimes three times a week. She would get comfortable, then she would realise that she still had her heavy, battered grey coat on, summer or no summer, and have to get up to take it off, fold it over the back of the chair, then get comfortable again. In the past month or so, she had come in four times a week. More daylight, Frank supposed. More time to fill.

Frank didn’t mind. There were worse ways to start a day.

‘What can I do for you today, Mrs Dybek?’ asked Frank. ‘Would you like some water? Some coffee?’

Mrs Dybek reached out and patted the back of his hand. ‘No, thank you. Though it was good of you to ask.’ She snuck a look at Steve. ‘You could have offered me one forty minutes ago, young man. This is why I bet you aren’t a hit with the girls. You have no manners.’ Before Steve could respond, she turned back to Frank. ‘There’s a man in my apartment.’

‘Is he a prisoner?’ asked Steve under his breath.

Mrs Dybek turned to him. ‘What did you say?’

‘I said it’s hot in here.’

‘Mrs Dybek?’ said Frank. ‘The man?’

‘There’s a man in my apartment.’

‘I know. You just said so.’ Frank opened a draw and took out a pencil and notebook. It was one that he used just for her. She liked it when he acted professionally. He thought that one day it would make a good book. He leafed through it and found a fresh page. ‘Tell me about this man. Do you know him? Did you invite him in?’

‘I most certainly did not,’ said Mrs Dybek.

‘Well, how did he get in then?’

Mrs Dybek thought hard and shook her head. ‘I have no idea.’

‘When did you first see him?’

‘A couple of nights ago.’

‘In your apartment? Shouldn’t you have told someone before this?’

‘He was gone in the morning.’

‘This morning?’

‘Yes. And yesterday morning.’

Frank leaned back in his chair. This was turning out to be more difficult than usual. He fished through his trousers and brought out his own cigarettes and lighter.

‘Would you like a cigarette, Mrs Dybek? They’re Camels. Very nice.’

Mrs Dybek looked at the proffered packet as if Frank had just shown her a piece of gold. She took one and he lit it. She coughed, then settled.

‘Steve,’ said Frank. ‘Would you be good enough to get Mrs Dybek some water?’

‘Sure,’ said Steve.

‘So what did this fella look like, Mrs Dybek?’

Mrs Dybek took a long appreciative drag on the cigarette. ‘I couldn’t say. It was dark. One minute I’m asleep, the next I wake up to see a man standing at the end of my bed.’ She shivered. ‘He was just stood there, staring.’

‘Could you see his face?’

Mrs Dybek shook her head. ‘Too dark.’

‘Could you see anything that would distinguish him? A hat perhaps?’

Mrs Dybek hesitated and looked at the floor. She rolled the cigarette between her thumb and forefinger. The smoke jiggered and rose. ‘You think I’m crazy, don’t you,’ she said sourly.

Steve came back with the water and held it out for Mrs Dybek. He looked and Frank, who shook his head. He put the water down and sat quietly back in his seat.

Frank leaned forward and rested his elbows on his knees, so that he could talk in a lower voice. ‘No, Mrs Dybek,’ he said. ‘I don’t think you’re crazy. I think perhaps you’re lonely. I think perhaps, sometimes, you’re scared. But I don’t think you’re crazy.’

He put the notebook in front of her. ‘You see this? This is yours. This is the notebook I use just for you. Every time you come in here, I make an entry in this book.’ He offered it to her. ‘Here, take a look.’

Mrs Dybek looked at the scruffy notebook. Frank offered it again and she took it. He sat back and let her flick through the pages. ‘I have two more of those in my desk. They’re both full. They’re both about you.’

Mrs Dybek skimmed the pages. Occasionally she would utter a sound of recognition at a visit and smile. Sometimes she would shake her head and tut at the memory.

‘You doodle a lot,’ she said.

‘I do,’ said Frank. ‘I do doodle. It helps me concentrate. I did it at school.’ He leaned back, rested his hands on his stomach and stretched his legs out. ‘I was one of those kids could never pay attention, always distracting others, always in trouble, not listening. One day, this lady, string of pearls round her neck, pretty yellow summer dress and hair as high as the Empire State and pretty as Doris day, came up to me and sat with me through a lesson – a whole lesson mind. She didn’t say a word, just let me get on with it. She saw that I was struggling to stay still, to concentrate. She turned up at the next lesson and put a piece of paper in front of me. “Draw,” she said. “Draw what?” I said. “Whatever takes your fancy,” she said. She was quite classy. So, for the entire lesson I sat there and doodled, just like I do now. And you know what?’ Mrs Dybek shrugged. ‘I remembered everything the teacher said. Turns out that all I needed was something to help me focus. It’s a condition, apparently. So I doodle.’

Mrs Dybek returned to the book and ran a stubby finger over the pages. ‘You can’t draw for shit,’ she said.

Frank laughed. ‘No, Mrs Dybek, I can’t draw. But I want you to know, by showing you this book, that I hear you. I don’t think you’re crazy and I take you as seriously as a lost dog or a murder. You understand?’

Mrs Dybek closed the diary and handed it back to Frank.

‘I could see his eyes,’ she said. She swallowed, her mouth dry. Frank gave her the water and she drank.

It seemed to Frank that the whole room had suddenly fallen into silence.

‘The man?’ he asked.

Mrs Dybek stared into the distance. ‘He was a shadow at the end of my bed. I could see arms and a head and legs, but it was all just a shadow.’ She lifted her head and looked at Frank. Her face had fallen. ‘I could see his eyes. They were white, like they were rolled back in his head. Like a dead person or one of those people in some sort of religious frenzy.’

‘Did he say anything?’

Mrs Dybek could still see him, Frank knew, and she was afraid.

‘No,’ said Mrs Dybek. She caught her breath. ‘But I could hear him breathing.’ She put her hand across her mouth. It shook. ‘Oh, I could hear him breathing. Long and deep and slow. It had this…rasp, like someone filing something, you know? I thought it was the Devil come to get me, Frank.’ Her wide eyes filled with tears. ‘I thought it was my time.’

Frank handed her a handkerchief. He was shaken. She had never used his first name before. ‘Steady, Mrs Dybek. You’re okay. You’re here now and you’re safe.’

He gave her a moment to compose herself. He looked at Steve who raised his hands palms up. He had no idea what to do. Like Frank, he had never seen her this way. She was the harmless old crazy lady who’d just been alone too long. That was what she was, to them at least.

‘Mrs Dybek,’ said Frank. ‘This happened two nights in a row? Last night as well?’

Mrs Dybek nodded. ‘Yes. Only last night, he wasn’t at the end of my bed. I woke up and he was bent over me. I could sense him. And when I opened my eyes all I could see…’ She broke down.

‘Was his eyes,’ finished Frank. ‘All you could see was his eyes.’

‘Yes,’ she cried. ‘And I felt his breath, Frank. Upon my face. It stank. It stank rotten. Like chemicals.’

‘Mrs Dybek?’ said Frank softly. ‘Could someone have broken into your apartment? Have any of the local kids been at you? Have you upset anyone?’

Mrs Dybek sniffed and blew her nose. ‘The first thing I did was check the door. I have three chains and a dead lock. They were all fine. The windows were open, it was so hot, but I’m on the top floor.’

‘Fire escape?’

‘Yes,’ said Mrs Dybek. ‘There’s a fire escape. You think someone might have climbed up all those floors? Just to stand and stare at me?’

‘The world is full of people who stand and stare, Mrs Dybek,’ said Frank. ‘Isn’t that so, Steve?’

Steve jumped in right on cue. ‘It certainly is, Frank. It’s probably just some joker out to scare the neighbourhood. If he’d meant to do anything he’d have done it by now. And he hasn’t. I’d be surprised if he even came back. Wouldn’t you, Frank?’

‘Sure,’ said Frank. ‘These people. They’re all just after a quick thrill. Tell you what. How about Steve and I come over to your place later today and give it the once over? Maybe see how it could be more secure? We’ll take a look under the bed and in the cupboards. How about that?’

‘That would be fine,’ said Mrs Dybek.

‘And I’ll get one of our officers to run you home now and make sure that it’s all clear. Make sure you’re safe. Will that do you?’

‘Yes,’ sniffed Mrs Dybek. ‘Thank you.’

Frank stood. As he did so, he knocked his hat on the floor. He brushed it down and, without thinking, put it on his head.

Mrs Dybek chuckled. ‘You look like Frank Sinatra,’ she said.

‘Yeah? That’s my nickname around here. Sinatra.’ He took the hat off and showed it to Mrs Dybek. ‘Do you know that that’s the exact same hat that Frank wore on the cover of Songs for Swingin’ Lovers back in fifty-six?’

‘Is it really?’

‘Yeah. And you know what?’

‘What?’ asked Mrs Dybek.

‘My singing’s almost as good as my drawing.’ He put the hat back on. ‘You stay there Mrs Dybek while I go and get you that ride.’

 

 

Chapter 2

 

The tan Plymouth Fury growled as Steve Wayt took it as fast as he dared down Pitkin.

They passed Pine Street. There was still a tang of burnt wood in the air after the March fire. Frank didn’t think it would ever go away. Whether it was imagined or real, the smell would never go away. It was a part of history now, as indelible as a tattoo. Another scar upon the land, another layer of sediment upon which to raise a new world.

There had been many fires that year. Someone was playing with matches. The whole place was tinder. Frank wondered what else was to come. It hadn’t finished yet, he was certain of that.

‘Pull over,’ he said.

Steve pulled over next to a crowd, behind a squad car. Among the dots of bright reds and greens, T-shirts and shorts, jeans and flimsy skirts, Frank could see two uniforms holding people back, arms out, calmly asking them to take a couple of steps back. It was a well-practised routine.

Frank went over and pushed through the crowd. Steve followed.

Frank headed to a large black patrolman. ‘What have we got, Jim?’

Jim Baker pushed the crowd back again and rolled his eyes as they two steps forward again. He turned to Frank. ‘A dead man, Frank. We have a dead man.’

‘No shit! Any I.D.?’

Jim took the dead man’s wallet out of his pocket and handed it to Frank. It was faded crocodile skin that at some time someone thought would look good in cherry red. ‘His name is Robinson Taylor. We know him. Uses and deals.’

Frank looked at the inert bundle that lay at the foot of someone’s steps. He’d been covered by a blanket from the back of the patrol car. ‘Any idea what happened?’

‘Well, I’m no detective you understand, but I think the enormous stab wound to the abdomen may have had something to do with it.’

Frank shook his head. ‘You see, this is why you’ll never make a detective, Jim. You aren’t funny. Wagon on its way?’

‘Yeah.’

‘Forensics?’

Jim nodded.

Frank turned to Steve. ‘Shall we take a look?’

Steve curled his lip. ‘Do we have to?’

‘No,’ said Frank. ‘But I think we ought to.’ He turned back to Jim. ‘Do me a favour and clear the area would you? At least thirty feet.’ He took out a cigarette and lit it.  ‘Christ! You’d think they’d seen this show a thousand times already.’

Steve shrugged. ‘Same show, new cast. Always pulls the crowds.’

They both knelt down next to the body. The grey blanket had already soaked up more blood than it could cope with. A bullseye had appeared in its centre.

Frank lifted the blanket and they both looked beneath it. ‘Jesus, Jim. You said a stab wound. This is a medical class going on here.’

Jim pursed his lips. ‘I guess that’s why I’m not a detective, Frank,’ he shouted. ‘It’s those little details that I tend to miss.’

Robinson Taylor had been opened up from his groin to his sternum. His shirt had been cut like tissue paper and, like some landed fish, his guts had tipped out and lay on the pavement next to him. A pool of overripe blood lay in the wound. The stench of faeces and blood bit at Frank’s nostrils and rested on the back of his tongue.

Steve took out a cigarette and lit it to get rid of the taste and smell. ‘That’s just very unfuckingnecessary,’ he said. ‘If you’re going to stab someone, do it, but don’t stand in the middle of Pitkin and play doctor.’ He gagged and turned away.

Before Frank dropped the blanket he took a look at the face. Not even his own mother would recognise the man now. His thin, bloodless lips fell across his teeth, which suddenly seemed too big for his mouth, like slugs, while his half-closed eyes saw nothing and gave nothing out. His pinched nose was as waxen and pale as the rest of his face.

‘I’m willing to bet nobody saw it either,’ he said. He went back to Jim. ‘Anybody come forward?’

An ambulance pulled up. The paramedics climbed down and went to the body. They took one look, exchanged a couple of words and returned to the cab.

‘Nobody seems to have seen a thing,’ said Jim. He pointed at the crowd. ‘But feel free to ask.’

Frank sighed. ‘You still aren’t funny.’

Frank cast an eye at the crowd. He wanted to slap every single one of their faces and tell them to stop feeding off the remnants, but they were remoras, grabbing the sharks’ leftovers in this litter-strewn, grey, cavity of decay. If there was one thing that was going to make them feel alive, that would sustain them through the day, it was someone else’s death.

‘You,’ said Frank. He crooked a finger at a middle-aged black man who was more likely than not wondering where the hell he was going to get his next fix now that the shop had closed. ‘What did you see?’

‘Nothing.’ The man didn’t take his eyes from the blanket.

‘You know this man?’

The man shook his head. ‘No.’

‘Then there’s no point you being here is there. Give your name to the officer and beat it. Hey, Tanner.’ The uniformed cop came over. ‘Take this guy’s name and send him on his way. In fact, take everybody’s name and get them the fuck out of here.’

Tanner stuck out a thick hand and pulled the man over.

Frank shook his head hopelessly. Same toilet, different shit. Brownsville.

It was the same day over and over. He rolled the figures over in his mind. They were tattooed on his brain that he could see on the back of his eyelids whenever he closed his eyes to sleep at night. He was stained. Nearly nineteen hundred murders in New York last year. Five thousand rapes, fifty-seven thousand assaults, one hundred and fifty thousand violent crimes. We haven’t evolved, he thought. We like to pretend we have, but we’re just a hair’s breadth away from being the animals we really are. We still leave out scent one way or another, we’re still driven by the need to eat and fuck and we’d still kill to get that last piece of meat.

Some people said that the difference between us and the animals was the ability to reason. In his book that was called premeditated. That was it. All these people and not one of them gave a damn about the other. They just fed off each other and when the table was empty, moved onto some other poor bastard.

He looked across the street and someone caught his eye. It was male, about six feet, white. He couldn’t see his face because he had a hat on, the brim pulled low over his eyes and casting a shadow over his face. He wore black shoes and a sharp dark grey suit. His legs crossed over at the ankles. He was relaxed. The man leaned against the wall, looking at the scene across the road from himself. He had one hand in his pocket while the other hung by his side.

Frank stared at him. He wasn’t waiting for a ride; he would’ve been watching the road. He wasn’t outside a shop waiting for it to open. What the hell?

‘Jim,’ called Frank. Jim came over and followed Frank’s pointed finger. ‘You know that guy?’

‘Which guy, Frank?’

The guy in the suit…’ He was gone. In as long as it took for a bus to go buy, the man had disappeared. ‘Never mind,’ said Frank.

‘Forensics are here,’ said Jim.

‘Okay.’ Frank stepped into the road and walked between the angry cars. He headed straight for where the man had been standing and looked at the ground. There was nothing. He stepped right and went into an alley. There was no one. He looked up at the fire escapes and strolled down passed some dumpsters. There were signs of humanity; needles and empty bags, candy wraps, food and discarded clothing, but there was no one down there.

He came back out of the alley and walked back across the street.

‘Where’d you go?’ asked Steve.

‘Thought I saw someone.’

‘Who?’

‘Just some guy taking an interest, that’s all.’

They walked back though the circle of vultures. Frank could smell the sweat on them. ‘Tanner,’ he pleaded. ‘Please, get these people out of here.’ Another unit pulled up. The uniforms got straight into the fray and started to move the crowd. He grabbed Steve’s arm. ‘Let’s go. There aren’t going to be any surprises here.’

‘Sure,’ said Steve.

Frank took one more look across the road at where the man in the suit had been. The place seemed emptier without him, like something was missing.

They climbed into the Plymouth and headed back to the precinct.

 

‘Hey, Sinatra. The Captain wants to see you.’ The desk sergeant, message delivered, went back to his work. His shirt was dark blue with sweat.

Frank and Steve walked up the stairs to the second floor. The place was busy and twice as hot as when they left. Frank didn’t think it could smell any worse, but the stench was crushing. 

Steve led the way. ‘Captain first then paperwork, okay?’

He knocked on Captain Diehl’s door and they were beckoned in. They sat down while he finished on the phone. It always amazed Frank at how softly-spoken Emmet Diehl was. He never seemed to raise his voice or display anger in any way. It was almost as if he was happy to let the world talk and he would chip in at the first silence and see what happened after that.

‘What you got?’ asked Diehl.

‘Stabbing on Pitkin,’ said Frank. ‘Nasty.’

‘Any clues?’

‘Well, he was bleeding a lot.’

Diehl looked wearily at the detective. ‘It’s very hot in here, Frank. Unlike you, I don’t have a window out of which I can throw myself to a quick and merciful death.’

Frank crossed his legs and held up his hands. ‘Sorry, Em. Dead dealer. Robinson Taylor. He got opened up.’

‘Like a fish,’ added Steve.

‘So, I ask again,’ said Diehl. ‘Any clues?’

‘Nobody saw or heard anything,’ said Frank. ‘Those thousand people that walked past the body while it lay bleeding on the pavement didn’t even notice it. In fact, they didn’t notice it until the uniforms turned up. Then they couldn’t get enough of it.’

‘We asked around,’ said Steve in the hope that it would give Frank a chance to draw breath. ‘They were all sightseers. Jim Baker, the uniform, knew the deceased. He didn’t express surprise.’

The Captain raised his eyebrows. ‘Jim Baker doesn’t show surprise. I’m not sure Jim Baker shows anything.’ He closed a buff folder and stood and filed it in a cabinet.

Frank stood up. ‘Is that it?’

Diehl gestured at him to sit down again. ‘No. You two know Violet Dybek?’

‘Sure we do,’ said Frank. ‘She’s in three, four times a week. Came in this morning. Something about a stranger in her apartment the last couple of nights. I got Reeger to take her home and do a search and said me and Steve would drop by later to see if we could find anything.’ He leaned forward as he sniffed the air. ‘Smells like tuna in here.’

Diehl looked impressed. ‘I’ve brought tuna sandwiches today. That’s a good sense of smell you have there, Frank.’

Frank screwed up his face. ‘It’s like I can smell everything today. It’s crazy.’

‘Probably the heat,’ said Steve. ‘Everything smells worse in the heat.’

The Captain snapped his fingers. ‘Yeah, that’ll be it.’

‘Then bring on winter,’ said Frank. ‘Mrs Dybek, Emmet?’

Diehl leaned back and scratched at the back of his head. ‘She’s dead, Frank.’

Frank instinctively went for his cigarettes. ‘What the hell happened?’

‘She took a dive over the railings in her apartment building. Fell four floors.’

‘Well, that’s just shit,’ said Frank.

Steve too lit a cigarette. ‘I’ll say. I didn’t think she could be killed.’

‘Do you mind?’ snapped Frank.

‘Sorry, Frank. She was feisty and scary.’

Frank growled. ‘You want us to go out?’

‘You up for it?’

‘Damned right I’m up for it. Five years that woman’s been coming up here. We were probably the only people she trusted.’

‘Mike Patton and Bob Simmons have it at the moment. Go to the scene, get up to date and tell them to come back. I’ll reassign them.’

‘Okay.’

Diehl picked up his mug and realised it was empty. It had a picture of a Chihuahua on it. Emmet and his wife were crazy about the damned things.  ‘Sorry, guys. I know you liked her. You’re kindness didn’t go unnoticed.’

‘Yeah,’ said Frank. ‘Lot of good it did her.’ Frank put a hand on Steve’s arm. ‘Could you give me a minute, Steve? I just want a quiet moment with the Captain.’

‘Sure, Frank. I’ll be outside.’

Frank waited for the door to close.

‘What’s up?’ asked Diehl.

Frank took a long ruminative drag on his Camel. ‘I think I want to retire.’

Diehl frowned. ‘You think?’

‘Yeah.’

‘Any reason?’

‘Thirty years’ worth.’

‘Specifically, Frank.’

Frank paused like a horse that had reached a high fence. ‘This guy, Robinson Taylor. I saw his face today.’

‘Well, of course you did.’

‘No, I mean, I really saw it.’ Frank shifted uncomfortably. ‘I stopped looking at the faces a long time ago, Emmet. I realised it did no good. All those deaths, all those people, were just labels; a stabbing, a shooting, a strangling. They became verbs, statistics, a mess to clean up. It was like society had thrown up and we were the mop.’

‘It’s the territory.’

‘I know that. You think I don’t know that? The point is, I think I’ve had enough. I’m not human anymore.  Me and Steve and Mike and everyone, we just go out, every day, and start again with the same old crap. Then seeing that guy’s face today…well, it made me realise I want to be human again and enjoy the sensation. I want me and Mary to go and find a place upstate away from all this and see it out like people.’

‘How old are you now? Fifty?’

‘Yeah.’

‘Well, God knows, you earned it. You got some put aside?’

Frank knew what Diehl alluded to. ‘Not as much as some,’ he said tartly.

‘Well, you’d do okay anyway after thirty years.’ Diehl rested his chin in his hands and smiled. ‘I can’t stop you and wouldn’t even if I could. All I ask is think about it. Don’t let a shitty day put your nose out of joint. You could still end up with your own precinct.’

‘What? And end up like you? No thanks.’

‘Okay. Okay. Get out of here. Think about it for a couple of days. If you still want it by say, Friday, then I’ll start the paperwork. How does that sound?’

‘That sounds swell. Thanks.’

‘You sure you’re okay dealing with Mrs Dybek?’

Frank put his cigarette out in the Captain’s ashtray. It too had a picture of a Chihuahua on it. Frank thought they were ugly, snappy little bastards. ‘Yeah. It’s the least I can do for her. You know, what Steve said? He was just bullshitting.’

‘I know,’ said Diehl. ‘I was watching him this morning when she came in. Soon as he saw her he was up and at her and offering her drinks left, right and centre. When she went to the bathroom, he asked one of the girls to check she was okay.’

‘He’s a good guy.’

‘Well, don’t go encouraging him to retire. I can’t afford to lose both of you.’ He picked up the phone and started dialling. ‘Now, go away, Frank. I have a call to make and in about a minute and a half this room will reek of politics. With your sense of smell you’re likely to throw up all over.’

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